This Ain’t Daycare ~ Alex Toussaint
Wowzers, 2020 proved to be relentless.
Confession time, I relapsed. The gravity of Rona (aka pandemic, 2020) nearly gobbled me up and swallowed me whole. And for a hot minute, I lost my shit. My happy dance, my mojo, my positive vibes – all of it snatched up.
The Rona tornado made great strides to destroy everything in its path; the collateral damage was felt deeply in families, including yours truly. It did not strike me with physical sickness, but I did fall victim to emotional harm. Humankind disappointed me on a scale that I had never experienced, and it drove me bonkers—consumed by political divide, social injustices, deaths, shutdowns, and isolation. Well, you know, it was a lot, it is still a lot. But what did me in, what really annoyed me, was me. I was angry with myself for quickly slipping into a dangerous cyclone. How effortlessly I categorized people, ‘Oh, you vote this way, you must be this …fill in the blank’. I became the very thing I deplore in others. I reached new lows and was undoubtedly not finding my joy. Something had to give; the Rona version of me can kiss my ass.
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